My love is always sour to sweet~

Everyone was say, after raining day must have a good sunshine day.. it is really agree~ No matter how was the argue is serious, if we are fall in a deep and strong love, we have nothing will easily broke it our relationship, instead we will know each other more then before, admitting that when we argue must say those hurting speech behind or in front, but who else know it is just a angry speech... even i know also get hurt, human is always like to live at the loss what.. just let it be, should be very happiness after the Raining day ^^

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I like the feel when you wake up early than me, you softy fondle my face when i open my eyes, i saw you, and i saw your slight smile too, very anxious that i can always live in the moment~ Sometime just let me issue in the dream... How sweet is it~ occasionally, i just keep think, when you just will be my MEN... my only men... it is really over think, i know it.. but it is really sweet enough, i enjoy much~ GENUINE**
I just like the moment when i talking the marry/wedding party to you, you just keep say me "fa qiao", but at last you also answer my question could it be say that no??!! ^^ heehee~ But the most funny question i ask is, dar.. would you accompany me to the born operation room?? you laugh like nothing and answer me, yer..dwn, why i want accompany you go in, after i have sequel... I know i really make him crazy, scream... did he will let me make til become insane?? haha, hope it is not yarhx^^

Enough for today, gonna stop.. cause my mouth muscle was so ache.. cause this blog just let me smile and smile and smile~ =)

Choose to be good part 2

help me~!!! i was insomnia....... many trouble was follow me.... can i pass life like smooth and happiness with my lover... please, i have no more energy to go this challenge... i need more n more energy to felt me up... My dar, I LOVE YOU, it is truth, no one can change it~ Believe me, i could make you happy~ 


Tomorrow have morning class, hope after this i can sleep very well... night Honey Eddie, night world~

Choose to be good~

如果我说爱你=那我真的是爱你好想大声的说爱你

如果我说想你=那我真的是想你，好想马上见到你

如果我说不要生气了好吗？=那时心里真的会害怕你不理我

如果我说不要用这样的态度=是希望你可以好好的，好好的听我说

我想拥有一段长久的恋情，那需要付出多少的代价，多少的泪，多少个波折才能顺利的拥有～ 我很努力的，想要把时间拉的没有我们似乎得那么长～可以吗！！

姐妹快结婚了，似乎占到了她的喜悦和迫不及待想要迎接的宝宝，好幸福，她告诉我虽然她还年轻，但是他不后悔...他希望安全的把宝宝生下来，我那时候还想说如果我能拥有～好像有点" 汉嫁“能和自己爱的人每天在一起，那是多么好的一件事。

他们都说不介意收到我的喜讯，她们讲的容易，但我也希望可以～但事实上，我不可能...

姐妹都说我很幸福，其实我也蛮暗爽的，因为我也觉得...你们继续称赞我吧...我快飞上天宣誓我过的快乐幸福，谢谢你亲爱的～你说我浩恋也好什么都好吧～我就是这样...

但是在我还没能和我的他分享时，我们吵架了...什么事都好～只要他生气就会说些伤人的话语，我不知道他是无疑还是被冲昏了头，但我还是希望能把他哄回原本快乐的心情，但偷偷告诉你们，这是一件非常难的事～～我让他又爱又恨，可是我不是故意的啦，自己白木有什么办法～只能说对不起，也不能再担保下次不敢了～怕我自己在重返～只好默默地替自己加油咯～希望他不要生气，(**,) 原谅我嘛^^

Deeply Feeling

Sudden think back, before i couple with my boy, i do everything also as i like, just follow what i want to do and never give any report to my partner, except my parent, no matter my friends date me out, i will never bother others comment, but now anything i do, anywhere i go, i will just like to share everything with you, although i didn't some shame shame thing i just didn't hide it and just did it... Together with you, i never act like others, just follow the feel~ angry was angry. moody was moody, happy was happy, jealous was jealous... i love my life right now, although i hate you keep talking about something that i ignore~ but you try to enrage me as well~ you know that i were not really angry you for few hours... even 15 minute... how sweet is it~
Everyday i wish the time go faster to 6++ cause you finish work then we can meet, everyday i feel the happiness thing is i can meet you XD...
Before i'm a girl that really hope i can ask for more and good thing, i envy people take branded thing, after that i will ask for... but now, i thing normal also will be the best, we can't really follow the fashion upgrade, however they get a branded thing, but money is get from others way not get it self also useless^^
You change me a lot... thank you for hundred, thousand time... LOVE you.... My BF....Dar**

Relax

Have a fishing trip on date 7 May, is such a good day but less fish... all become no mood. And i go there just eat and eat, phone no line, although bring along my lappy but no line also can't load movie~ damn it... i swear no next time i been there~!! And i miss my darling so much, can't without phone if he is not around me...
But seem he so happy, cause he go boom boom shake shake~ notty boy.. hahaha~!!
Feel like i have a dark skin wey... there have a very very bright sun.... morning and nite also feel hot~~~ How to live there?? Mummy bring many food to there, and i ate maggie and bread with tuna... now think back have a bit yiewww~ gonna stop few day to eat,... on diet~ but is hard, cause my darling don't like i on diet, if he know... he will ask me eat alot... hahahaha... funny him rite~^^ i know, that what i love him much n much, more n more, forever n ever <3

My mum get sick at there... soar throat, pity my mummy.... but lucky one day den back ady, if not~!! die there soon~!! My eldest brother also fall to sick, today never attend for class, curi tulang, keep ask me write letter... scream~!!

Todayssss

Yup, today.. wake early to yoga class, actually not really want to wake...(keep forcing)
Today i will be so busy, go maxis and tm net help my darling done his thing, but at last one thing also didn't did, cause all need his self to settle it, and i have a important call need to call out!!Finally done all thing, and i hope it is helpful for them, i already try my best to tell what i know, and hope it is okie. 
My turn, i haven't done my web design assignment, and tomorrow is deadline, relax relax, i will do later at my friends house on 4++, she gonna teach me, lucky^^
Sunday were celebrate mother's day at Port Dickson will my whole family, cousin sister brother with my grandmother too, grandma not feeling well, sending her to hospital, thank god, my grandma was better now and just need have some medicine and need eat some soft thing... all of us was take care of my grandma, we care her and love her much~<3
My lovely was in annoying recently, many thing make him moody, and i try to help him, but i just can help a little simple thing, cause i'm not really helpful. I gonna start my class tmr, will less accompany him ady, love dearly~ miss miss miss.... But we also will meet even is hard to meet, cause we need it more close, hiak hiak hiak... i wanna  feel his breathe, more near.. so crazy me~!! like a people who was abnormal~ hahah


Gonna go have a nap, yoga make me tired like a bird have a broken wing, can't even fly anymore~ Short story from me about "Today"

                                                
                                          SHORT STORY ABOUT "TODAY"

Something about my short hair life 2011

Sudden think that i really so brave to cut along my long long hair, someone else say long hair suitable me, but some say short hair look more suitable you, better than the messy long hair, messy is i add for myself... Everyone say my short hair make me look like so individuality and hard to near by me.. but friends i'm the most friendly dude~ ^_^

Talking about today, early in the morning wake up, 12++ just have my breakfast, why? cause mummy wanna go bank and this and that blak blak blak... my mum's best friend bring me to tesco's saloon to cut my hair, is expensive, but it is good value for money.. this is what i want!!! and also buy a new cover, at last my wallet only have 5 buk... how come?!! too bad... Shenny Gan wallet only have 5 buk, mission impossible, can't spend money anymore, gonna earn earn earn, cuz i'm waiting Iphone 5 dude~!! 5 buk also gonna endure~ 5 more month.. SOON ~ hahaha, darling say he gonna change together with me... good job..

Hmm... feel like not going to do web design assignment eh, after bec from PD, must go please from my secondary school classmate... We are so lucky meet at the same college and study in the same course but different sem... Many thing i get can from her.... End~~

Tomorrow nite gonna move to PD, once again say cause sunday have Khoo family gathering, and i gonna stop meet my lovely from date April 30...2,15 a.m Now is sleepy so...how depress is me now... aikss~ Bye

Good nite God, Good night adult and teenager ofcuz my DArling~ love you all~