Tuesday, August 31, 2010

恶魔在身边

刚才看到了一个video..标题是"爱她就不要把她骗上床" 我喜欢这句标题~里面的故事都说着女生的心声....希望男生们都可以去我的FACEBOOK PROFILE 看看...希望你们看了...会替你们的另一半着想....突然感觉我有恶魔在我身边~一直不停的打扰我的情绪!!我原本可以很开心~就偏偏会有人来问我关于他们的事情!!天啊!!!别再问我了!! 你们永远都不懂,当你们问我的同时...我心有多难过!!!多难受...我能不能求求你们,放过我了...好不好???!!! 他们在不在一起,也不关我的事了...


我的眼泪,从那天就没有再留过了...我要告诉自己,我要活的坚强..快乐!!我要让你知道...我可以活得很快乐...而且也不需要顾虑任何东西了~我的心里好空哦!!请问有人要租房吗???我这里有间哦...联络我好吗??谢谢....
联络人: SHENNY
地址: 在我
联络号码: 012-♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥  

Sunday, August 29, 2010

My luv s♥ng~

痴心绝对

想用一杯latte把你灌酒
好让你能够多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和她在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚味
你不懂我的憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开她的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚味
你不懂我的憔悴
是你不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开她的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等待奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
 也挽不回你对我的坚决

 为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开她的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲~

30>31.........count town at hm~ sien arhx...shit

Omg!!! Phone spoilt jorhx?? Facebook hake jorhx??? Msn kena virus jorhx??? Me...becum yan ying??? My friend get lose jorhx??? Tim tim din miss me jorhx??? Y no 1 call me, no 1 chat v me?? No 1 msn find me...no 1 date me gerhx!!! Tmr is count town time...bt no 1 date me worhx...so pity d!!! kesian sangat saya!!! i need to count town at home orhx~~~zd liao lorhx~shit

Friday, August 27, 2010

miss ♥

I suddenly miss my jimui so much..i dunoe y!! membe i v them i can be very very happy...i dun like alone at home, i will think all the bad thing~ i hope the sep d trip fast fast cum!!i wan go out v them, play v them... enjoy when go out v them...i'm seriously in the bad mood nw~wat to do!! i hate dis all feeling... oledy 6 month... membe i reli need to think properly, membe i cn gv up...to see others who care about my feeling!! my jimui care me alot~help me alot~i love eu guy, reli~thx god!!! i'm hardly control my tear...i nvr wanna drop a little tear from my eyes~ who else noe my heart reli like kena fire burn~so pain~!!! who can help me?? atcually no 1 cn help me...i pray 4 the god!! plz let me be happy everyday~~~ bt god nvr hear it, god nvr gv me happy everyday~!! omg!! headache~wat time nw...i 4got to eat medicine, hoe "dai tou har" tat i!!! feel gastric pain jorhx juz noe, i 4get to ea medicine~!! so sleepy, bt think too much, cnt sleep nw~!!

原本的快乐,....我要快乐

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
 烟还点着味道却谈了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
 却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐 我要能睡得安稳
有些人抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑得再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐 我要能睡得安稳
有些人抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑得再大声
心不是热的 全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

我要快乐 我要能睡得安稳
有些人抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑得再大声
心不是热的 全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的~~

你比从前快乐

走在熙来攮往的街头
 你不再牵着我的手
 小心翼翼的将你的小指勾
 泪也小心翼翼的流
 有些事情你在瞒着我
 你终于还是开了口
 谈谈一句 还是朋友
撕裂的心 犹如刀割

知道分手后你不难过你比从前快乐
那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口
过往的快乐是否褪色想问你怎么舍得
不要再耳边再说你会想我
............................................
有些事情你在瞒着我
你终于还是开了口
谈谈一句 还是朋友
撕裂的心 犹如刀割

知道分手后你不难过你比从前快乐
那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口
过往的快乐是否褪色想问你怎么舍得
不要再耳边再说你会想我

不要再耳边再说你会想我...


Thursday, August 26, 2010

♥ Tired day ♥

Today is my super dupper tired and sleepy day~!! Today skul til almost 2 o'clock den finish ady..so early...den v babe buy a waffle eat, alot of ppl, make til the waffle " lam lam" d!! mm nice lorhx~hais...bt nvm narhx~~ hungry tat time wat aso will eat d!!! (hey, share v u all!! yesterday at train alot of ppl...so "chou chou"..make me feel very pening and head ace!! shit...bt hv a handsome infront of me,,,haha^^very cute...he seen like is "mix" d~ so handsome n cute lorhx~hahahahahaha...) 

Today until home oledy 4++, although i until Rawang is 3++, cuz my mum 4get me jorhx...den i hv to wait at the train station...wait and wait and wait...haiz!! pity me...This few day me sound so champ lorhx, everything i luv it, bt i cnt eat...all my fren are control me nw... thy always say, hey, sleep early yarhx!! take care orhx~blanket close properly!! medicine eat ady?? remember eat medicine orhx~dun get cold!! drink more water....dun eat frie or too oil d thing........................blak blak blak~~~~~hahaha, bt feel so wam d~touch touch!! so lucky to be their fren~^^ 

But say the true, i reli feel my body becum so "xu luo" ady~dunoe y!! juz nw i bec hm...too boring, i go hv a little sleep..bt i cn sleep til nite 11++, if nt my brother nock the door, i were nvr wake up...straigh sleep til another new day~PRO~i say it to myself..i ask my brother, wat time nw..he say 11++, i aso unbelive!! isn't true!!! dun lie me orhx~he say i nvr...dun belive u check ur time~den i reli go check...the time is 11++, my brother nvr lie me~my mother n father aso gone to sleep ady~haha.!! me damn crazy d! Den i on9 check my facebook n mail~ my jimui are no 1 on9ing~thy aso sleep jorhx~hahaha...oni simni chong n weird tan are in the line at tat time~is the 1st time i sleep til so late~!! i ask my fren, wat hapen to mee??? sleep til so late, any problem v me...she say, membe is u eat medicine, make u so sleepy~!! i say membe....haha

Btw, nw i gonna go to sleep again, cuz juz nw get scould from sum1 lorhx~ask me go sleep, worry abt my gastric~!! i aso very worry abt tat~so i go sleep lorhx~!! who else read my blog..kinda live a comment to meeeee.....thx thx^^ gud nite..muackss

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Pity~day...start from todayT^T

erm...今天早上要塔火车去上课的时候,突然胃痛的很厉害,感觉眼泪在眼角快流出来了...痛了好几天..以为吃了药就会好!可是没想到这次会那么严重. 弄的我呼吸困难!!只好去看医生...医生说怕我胃出血,要我定时吃药,必须定时回去检查...还要我藉口!!好难哦...不过也没有办法,希望三个月里面会好!!今天又没去上课,不过还好!!有MC...现在早上起身要吃药....要吃东西前半个小时必须先吃药...然后晚上再吃!!天啊...吃药!!吃药!!!HAIZ...希望我的胃不要再折磨我了...好辛苦! 突然想到...我表弟刚才突然问我说...希望我快点找到一位男朋友!!我当然问他干嘛这么想咯??他说,因为我需要有人照顾,(除了他..很久没有人赌注我吃药了...)我说...没人要我!!他尽然答我说:是你不要,还是你太38了没人要...我答他说,我的人一直以来都是将38的喔...没有可能吧!!他说:无伦怎样,他希望有人能照顾我,因为我太脆弱了...他说的也是,我也觉得我的身体一天比一天更脆弱了!!或许我真的需要有人来关心我,照顾我...要怎么才能勇敢的接受下一个呢??总觉得害怕..不想要尝试...我看,还是算了吧...朋友的关心我应该也会觉得很满足....感谢上天对我的恩惠,让我认识了你,到最后你也狠狠的离开了我...不过我得到了一班很好很好的姐妹..和之前的姐妹!!感谢你..让他离开我身边...你知道我会很痛苦,所以你让我认识了我的姐妹...让她们的肩旁让我靠..谢谢你!!明天起身...一切从新开始....blek!!

Friday, August 20, 2010

◆EARLY IN THE MORNING◆

Hey today wake up so early! Becuz my cousin thy all come my housse visit a little baby...Hahaha^^ Hvnt hv my breakfast, waiting my mum to bring me out..hais!!! WAIT WAIT WAIT and also WAIT!!! Tomorrow will go 1U, so excited!! My idol Leehom is coming to Malaysia, at 1U...hahaha^^ tat all~!! 

















PS: TOO BORRING=(

START A ♥NEW LIFE♥

wow~how long was i never sign in my blog....New blog, start from a happy status~ This few month i always hang out with my all dearest friend!! Rineii Pong, Yoshiko Wong, Chelsea Jiyan, Jenilee Chin, Elenna Lai...and my dear.....Sky Yap~ Got one more dear atcually, bt less hang out with her jorhx...Simni Chong. Was very happy when hang out with them...even we have happen something on the middle, bt at last...we settle all!!! Now we are still very close, type till here, sudden so miss them orhx! My God~heehee^^ membe tmr can hang out with my sweetie n my dear...but my sweetie Rineii say she gonna have a exam soon, so she can't hang out with us~pity sweetie! Then my dear yoshiko leh...dunoe whether she will busy pai tuo with she's LUNN LUNN not~ Hey dear, dun forget to acc me too yarhx!! Me will JEALOUS so~hahaha...Now the time are midnite 2:45 a.m. hvnt feeling sleepy..y gerhx?? atcually me also dunoe orhx!! Tomorrow gonna be a borring day again~help me!! Who borring, go facebook chat v me yarhx! my fb: shenny gan.... Is time to sleep...Gud nite 4 everyone, have sweet sweet dream...muackss~