我的爱情是幸福の

好几天没有写部落格了，不知要从何说起过去几天の故事~ 就从20号起吧...
那天开始是我的日子过得最漫长の一次，因为我の他出国去了，送他到巴士站，依依不舍的离开，眼泪在眼眶里打滚. 只能告诉自己不准哭~就这样；走の远远的....
之前，只要一放学我就会是第一位离开课室の人，因为恨不得要赶快见到他...就算再赶我都不会有半句怨言，反而觉得那是一种我们相处の方式，那是幸福の。=）可是那天我既然2点多了我都还在课室里，因为觉得回去好像没什么事情可以做。回家的路程，我好想念他哦~才一天，或许这就是在别人口中所说的，一日不见如隔三秋.....>"<
突然想到情侣之间吵架是很普遍的事情，但是怎么我都害怕和你吵架，总觉得每次和你吵架我的心都好痛好害怕，会有种会失去你的感觉！但是吵架过后我都会很开心，因为....你是在乎我的~！！哈哈
今天见到你好兴奋啊~！！！！恨不得把你抱得紧紧的....
♥  我爱你 ♥  BB^^,


(好久没有用华话写那么长了~）=）

Five day more~

Someone complain with me neh, say why i wrote that R.O.W at facebook and my blog. Hahhahaaa.. He funny, so easy guess thing also want ask werh... ofcuz is i wanna share apart of my sweet love to my friends marhx, how sweet that we are...  Today we stick together for whole day, feel so good, haahaa....But after this, don't know still when just can feel it ady luu, cuz my darling gonna go fight for his future... i try to not stop him, try to let him go, try to accept, try to understand him, i wanna be the only one girl support behind him.

Thx my dear classmate told me this:

♥ It would comes to you if it is yours

    even you ignore

    treat it as a mission impossible

    to challenge both of your LOVE

    think that how deeply is your love.♥

It make me feel relax after i hear this, hope my darling get to see this too~

Make it busy all my time~ busy life sudden i need it~Come to me....!!!

Darling....LOVE you.... ♥




Date: 14.03.2011
Day: Monday
Time: 03.24 a.m

About my "friend"

These is what i give "their" comment.

You all is trying to make up like a pinky pig...
You all trying to be like mature women from 19 to 30 years old~
But the conclusion is... the thinking is just 10 years old~!!


Just because a little case then will be like children, i do want friend with you anymore~!! hmm.... so childish? So many year's friend ady, still can be like this... if you all really seem her is the one member of you all, you all will not hurt her the second time~!! Someone are so childish and also didn't care people feeling, the every word you post is really can hurt her badly, i donoe isit really you post for let her know by roundabout, and you can say she sit the place without asking, but everything is just happen for few minute...or few days~ really hope you all can think clearly isit she is you all best friends~!! and please don't hurt her any more~ she is not under control by u all and she is not strong as you all see~!!


♥ Husband time ♥
My darling was become more more sweet recently.... so happy when he ask for registry office wedding... He make me feel so warm and i have a lot of sense of security~!! Thx god to let me know him and be my close relative. However he will go for a oversea job, but i believe myself, and i was believe him too... 
He is the only one men will disturb my feeling, what he did, and what he say... i will remember all... He told me that if he never know me, maybe now he will not so hard and immediate move to s'pore... And if i never know you, maybe i will not be mature and i will not cut my short hair..haahaa. You teach me a lot, you bring a lot of memories. And you also told me that you don't ever want to leave a good girl friend just like me, you don't mind to build up a small and warm family with me, darling.. say the true... i really sweet enough with it... my tear is gone down for all the time.... i love you my darling hb~!! muackss...
However we gonna stop for meet few month or few year... i will wait you back~ do't worry me, i will take care myself...and be a good good girl~ cheer for you job... fight for ur future~!!! 

♥ NOTHING GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE ON YOU ♥

Shenny have new LOOK

Finally i really go an cut a short hair, thx my darling give me this suggestion and give me alot of brave to go did it... 1st cutting not so short, so second day i go cut again, now really enough short. Everyone feel so surprise, wow...you cut ur longggg hair~ haahaa... Change some new marhx, abit regret didnt cut when new year lorhx, sob sob.


Hmmm.. Shenny again start to worry lorhx, darling not going to work at Penang ady, cuz something happen, but more few day he will be at S'pore ady, work together with his brother. I gonna go register a passport now. If not how i gonna go meet him. Pity my dar was moody for whole day, asking him why but he just say don't know. But at last he also telling me the true, he is worry about future, first i tot he is worry about his own future, but the true is he is worry about "our" future. Maybe i not enough mature, i can't really understand his mind, darling.. sorry... i will try to understand it. 


Tomorrow have 2 class to go, morning till afternoon. Boring class~ but what to do, if not go... gonna resit again lorhx... waste money, waste time...Now i gonna resit my General Trining Language, too bad... the marks is low, no presentation no tast~!! so, can't complain anything. Just can resit again, but lucky our lecture is good enough. thank him so much~!! Regret didn't attend for his class last time.~!!\


Date: 07.03.2011
Day: Monday (midnight)
Time: 12.56 a.m