Something about my short hair life 2011

Sudden think that i really so brave to cut along my long long hair, someone else say long hair suitable me, but some say short hair look more suitable you, better than the messy long hair, messy is i add for myself... Everyone say my short hair make me look like so individuality and hard to near by me.. but friends i'm the most friendly dude~ ^_^

Talking about today, early in the morning wake up, 12++ just have my breakfast, why? cause mummy wanna go bank and this and that blak blak blak... my mum's best friend bring me to tesco's saloon to cut my hair, is expensive, but it is good value for money.. this is what i want!!! and also buy a new cover, at last my wallet only have 5 buk... how come?!! too bad... Shenny Gan wallet only have 5 buk, mission impossible, can't spend money anymore, gonna earn earn earn, cuz i'm waiting Iphone 5 dude~!! 5 buk also gonna endure~ 5 more month.. SOON ~ hahaha, darling say he gonna change together with me... good job..

Hmm... feel like not going to do web design assignment eh, after bec from PD, must go please from my secondary school classmate... We are so lucky meet at the same college and study in the same course but different sem... Many thing i get can from her.... End~~

Tomorrow nite gonna move to PD, once again say cause sunday have Khoo family gathering, and i gonna stop meet my lovely from date April 30...2,15 a.m Now is sleepy so...how depress is me now... aikss~ Bye

Good nite God, Good night adult and teenager ofcuz my DArling~ love you all~

feel nothing~

ORhx~!! feel nothing at all... turn around the bed, sit infront of the tv keep change channel~ and cough cough cough~!! upgrade my blog, check along the facebook and twitter... hmm... sumore download new themes for my lovely bb~ Bore Bore boR...


Dunoe wather today can meet my lovely not, miss him so, he feel like so busy, cause never give a message to me..hmmm~  Today thursday, still got two day gonna move to Port Dickson, cause have a family gathering... End~


Yesterday went to darling's pub <Highway Star Cafe> have alot of customer there, and finally i can play pool, darling always donwan accompany me to play... but also bad, cuz 2:1 i lost 1~ he laugh me so bad again~ Blek, one time i will kill you as well~ hahahah...  hope HWS always alot customer, love the scene~ i mean darling... 
Is time almost 5 o'clock, auntie didn't find me, i think she will not go pub today, den i just can wait darling cum meet me lorhx~ 

                                             <End of the LAME story of me>

Falling to the sick way

Seem like few day didn't hang for blog, have a bad news, get sick badly dude~ hmmm, get sick at the holiday time, how fun isit~ >.<"  Finally finish exam, feel relax? not really!! worry exam result also.. wokay, just forget it...

Someone is in toilsome life, earn earn earn, and work work work, asking who isit, ofcuz my dearest. He is keep on-ing give me surprise all the time, how to say, angry, happy, moody, depress... but mostly happy cause he with me~ [ shaming >"< ] i seriously hope his life will be more stable, not going to be more toilsome~ truly wishing~!! Truly love him, Truly need him as well~! Hmmm... SOmething is deeply disturb my thinking, can i stay there all the time?? hahaha, i love the King size bed lorhx, i don't want a single bed~!! [ get that what i mean behind of the word, arhx huh... try to get it] Sudden think that If i have a home for self ofcuz with my lovely, how sweet isit. keep on dreaming, i know~!!
Think that weekend can't accompany him already so disappointed here, ours day... aikss~ no comment, cause this is an order from my parents...darling, you know i love you rite~^v^

Recently earn how much, den spend how much..damn rite~!! gonna less less less hang out, but think it back, i never hang out also, where i spend yarhx~ ==" LMAO ~ whatever, during the holiday i deeply clean up my room and my super messy cupboard on monday, hardworking.. nope~!! is too boring!! But lucky still got SoMEone accompany me go swimming and my yoga class.... also feel depress boring, cause leaf one more thing it will be all perfect, Him was with me~!! yuuhiuuu~ sometime?? Twitter, and facebooking~ talking about twitter, it is a emo place for all my follower... so so so emo.. because twitter is who follow you or you follow who the person just will get see your title, maybe..just i simply guess~LAME~

Bye,... "There is a hero come to me~" going to meet my hubby~

Date: 26.04.2011
Time: 8.45 p.m
Day: Tuesday

why

昨天，我们还好好的...可是我看到了，“包容，我忍” 怎么感觉我好白木，要委屈爱我的人～眼泪忍着不让他流出～可能，我是接受不了他告诉全世界的人我有多委屈你， 或许就像你说的，我已经没有价值了～心里又浮现了莫名的害怕，感觉我们会因此而把距离拉远了， 真的很失败～就算我失去你，也是我自己拿来的～！！我不能怪谁～ T-T

昨晚， 回家时还打算告诉我的朋友我们比之前更恩爱了，把我的快乐和他们分享～ 最后聊到1++， 今天早上看到了他的comment还傻傻的开心了一番，但其实他生气了...或许我真的过分了～他真的生气我了！怎么最进我都在惹他生气，到底我是怎么了， 他说我很恶心....心再次流血了～我几时才会学会把话说出来.....

我害怕，他不会是我的最后一位～感觉好不舒服，委屈他，真的～

如果可以，今天开始除了他还没睡之外要陪他，至于其他的我都一律不理了～！！！时间一到就睡觉好了～他包容，我也要体谅他的苦心～我一定一定不能再说一套做一套～！！！！ 如果我在说一套做一套，那我就.......××对自己发了一个很毒的誓..... 

对不起～抱歉

a LITTLE BIT more~

Finally everything have been settle, i lack of little bit i gonna lost you because of friends~ Everytime argue because of friends, hmmm~ hope that not happen again, and i hope our love were stay strong and strong~!! This is what show that although how much love you are, will just because a simple or normal or terrible or serious and change everything, so... a couple gonna accommodate oneself to other~


I just back from my collage, examination today, drive to coll, rain harder and i gonna drive slow slow... and now have a cold weather, morning 6++ oledy start rain and till 12++ still raining~ nothing special happen for today, and about my exam, just a word to describe that was " successfully" thank god~!! 


Gonna go rest for awhile, have a deep nap~ hahaha... nite my men, nite the cold weather~!! 


Missing is still processing~ darling... love you~ 




Day: Saturday
Date:16.04.2011
Time: afternoon 02.06 p.m                          bye bye~ ^^




                                                              ~ The End~

Shenny! cheer up...

Early in the morning, i just felt to sleep not long ago...but mum awake me from the sadness morning~ Again i'm alone at home... watching the tv, but not really care what the movie showing about! I'm emptying~ 
Exam tomorrow, who can pull me back from the devil side, n the emptying place~ seem like never trying to do revision, god~!!
Argue~ Argue~ Argue~ i hate argue~!! i dun like argue.... 
Happy cause i get your msg in the morning, but why you ask me don't worry... what mean does you don't worry~!! you ask me don't worry seriously i more worry~!! 


SHENNY FEEL DEPRESS NOW~!!!!

The word of fuck off!!

The time now is only 12.13 a.m , and we have a seriously argument... but this argument we just keep silent~ 
The problem is me, angry him cause the friend problem!! And he feel that i'm care my friend more than him. When on the way back home, trying to talk with him, but i just stop myself, cause he have few bottle of beer, and he need work tomorrow, he have a lot of pressure for his work, as i am his's girl friend i never did what a girlfriend suspost to be. When i reach home, i think that i wanna find him to have a talk, but at last i never, i tot find him tomorrow at least he already calm down and relax, but he post some hurt sentences on public place, and talking that me already no more value to let him care anymore, he already feel blue. This few word, can seriously make me feel like jumping on the higher mountain and feel the pain before you die. 
And i trying to call him, but he was angry with me and never wanna answer my call, he just ask me "fuck off"............. and i know he really very very very angry, cause he never say that to me~ Good bye~ i don't care , i just care what ur deeply mind thinking!!








                                                ~End for the story~

5 month to go

经过了多少的不舍流过多少的泪，让我更懂得珍惜你~ 往往我都在想，如果我们没有办法走到最后，我该怎么办？ 我无法想象那时的情景... 
我似乎觉得我们都很压抑，因为都爱对方爱的出乎自己意料...甚至愿意为彼此而改变，让自己和另一半过得快乐～
我看到了你的改变～我看到了你的努力和辛苦为将来做打算，还蛮替你感觉到累～【心疼】我～有改变吗？或许又吧～但不比你多....我好想脾气改了很多～忍耐度也强了！！哈哈...但偶尔还是会对你耍脾气，就是喜欢你哄我开心！想回去，你生气我好想都没有哄你，但现在应该有少少进步了吧？！！但我还是笨蛋～哈哈....不会说好话的笨蛋～
我好喜欢看你的笑容～真的，多么的迷人～但迷我就好.... end for my men~


recently join for yoga class, i seem like is the class most young junior~ all the senior so pretty n fit, and most important is there are oledy have age!!! still look young n pretty.. envy, i gonna be like them~!! haha, but not auntie, is fit~ now whole body's muscle feel so pain n ache~ hmmm... but i won't give up.... cuz i dun want be fatty but fit~ haahaa!!!  end for my day story


i miss my men badly, although we just meet at yesterday, but why i still miss him bad~ this is what call i officially missing you**miss is a kind of sick** Darling, xin ku ni larhx~ ai ni ♥


Exam is cuming;this saturday, but seriously i have no that moot\d to TOUCH the note at all~ omgah... i'm so confuse, cuz i hope sunday cuming faster, but i don't hope saturday cuming faster~!! aiksss.... 






The End~
Date: 14,04,2011
Day: Thursday
Time: 02:37 p.m

My Monday, BLUE~

Long time didn't write blog ady luu~ seem like alot think gonna share but dun know start from where...
Skip Skip Skip~


Hmmm...my darling recently so busy, gonna work for two job. Why? yea, is me... i smart to spend his money, so he gonna earn many many money for me to spend~ ( everyone say this, but is not the truth ) haahaa~ But also good he work at here, cause at last i no need one year meet one time hahaa...END~


Someone, make my life change... everyday officially missing my men, feel sweet n warm~ However we can't meet for everyday, but we enjoy all the moment we have. I feel so happiness, cause he let me feel that we near our future not far ady, he become a men that very careful!! happy happy~


I love you, please say you love me too~
Till the end of time..
These three word,
they could change our lives forever,
And i promise you that e will always be together~


THE END~
day: monday
date: 04.07.2011
time: 02.17 p.m

Celine Dion - I Love You