Shenny crazy with it~

10.01.2011        Time: 9.50 p.m




Dairy about " MY DAY, ON TODAY"


Wake early in the morning on today, my class was at time 12.15 p.m but i'm awake at time 8.15 a.m, why... my mum was wake me up crazy!! She is asking me follow her to bring my little brother to kindergarten, after fetch him go was going have breakfast together~
Train was pitch me up earlier to KL central today, immediate call to my babe; jenilee, owh~ she just going to the LRT station from her's house~ then no choice gonna wait at KL central for few minute, and have my second breakfast again~ One word to appearance my second breakfast "FAT", cause i have KFC >.<, ; mitch potato~~
On that time was also keep in touch with my dar as well~ if not really will so bore men~!!! He tol me many about my parent's thing~ mayb he is saying the true with me~ but why i can't accept it?? isit "he" really make me feel so disappointed and also annoying~!! i just feel like i wanna ignore it...dar, not i dowan listen what you say, but i was really toilsome to be what you tell me,what the problem~I make you disappointed~sorry I can't pretend like nothing to talk with him, even face to him i also ignore~!!! I was trying my best for the "sick off" to be in "like" and "accept it", but when just now i was back home~ I saw him there, ii naturally immediate run to my room and hide inside the room from 7++ to now the time.... 
I was asking my mum a abstrusity question:" mummy, why was my dad make me feel so disgusting~ what the problem?"
My mum:" Girl, this question you suspose to ask yourself as well, everything is in your mind... what can i answer for, your dad is loving you much, just can say he love the way is the wrong way to be concerned with~ He more protect you, you will feel more disgusting with him. I just can say, he is your dad forever for now a day, you using everything is his's work hard and get the money to make the requirement that you want! However he are preciseness, not like other's people's father have a freedom for them can hang to the time that they like, you should accept, cause your dad is start from scare you get hurt's mentality to control you...!! Now is mummy turn to ask you back
Mummy:" think about it, isit you really so hate your daddy, from you standard six say till now you hate your daddy, isit this is true, you hate your dad?? Think about it tonight~ 
................................................I have stop to saying anything for it.......................................................
This question is keep appear on thinking now.... but i'm confuse!!!! Who can really give me a good explanation~!!
Dar... i need you as well...!!! custom to be in your breast when i was in tired, i was lost my way~!!!! MISS YOU MUCH~ you are busying, i know... i'm waiting you....!!! <3
Finish this, i was feeling hungry.... Hungry BUM BUM~!!! GODSSS.... =S