Shenny day recently~

Date: 31.01.2010 
Day: Monday
Time: 10.06 p.m
Area: Home's Drawing room.


Shenny Gan was get her new phone at saturday, haha...finally she let her w580i rest 99 at home~!! And her's boy was crazy with Iphone, at last he get a Iphone 3Gs at sunday. When back till home, he was busying with his Iphone, download...install...blur blur... Suddenly, he have an idea...let play mahjoong...hahaha, den shenny, eddie, n auntie was hanging at the mahjoong's table. =PROCESSING= Feel like keep coughing on that day, some more raining, and auntie was make a ginger water for me, after i frink that..problem was together coming, plus get in the rain, auntie say that shenny have a little bit fever, let her ate one panadold, then she went to bath, after that immediate go to sleep, and her's boy was still keep going busy with his's iphone~ haha, am she will jealous~ hate Iphone.. blek~ After night, They two was went to a makma store have supper. 
And today, shenny was super double trepper angry, her's mum was going to dye hair at saloon, and she's mum tol her that she can't go fetch min min<younger brother> in the time, ask shenny to follow up her's schedule, but shenny is damn ignore it, cause she was in confuse, she gonna meet up with her's boy, and she gonna fetch her's younger brother as well, the time is totally can't 2 in 1~!! But at last, her's boy was no comment to follow up and wait at the kinegarden for 1 hours, = =", i'm totally in crazy~!!after that her's mum was call shenny again, and ask shenny to bring her's younger brother to have breakfast and fetch him to the saloon... adui~ is totally not enough time to her's boy. Atcually her's boy gonna go cut hair on today, but already not enough time for him to go, cause his's mum was asking him to go the factory to take the beer, after that they still think that they have time to have breakfast, finally~~ but a bad news is coming to them again, his's mum was make sure to her's customer will open the pub at 2 o'clock, shxt dude...no time, take away for self then back home have breakfast, shenny tell herself, "this is the first time that i have the rojak so fast and eat to behind." "Sorry to Him cause i was making him waste many time..." 


Shenny say:
Shenny gonna stick to her's boy whole day on tomorrow, cause wednesday she is going back to Port Dikson for celebrate the CNY festival.... will miss her's boy so so so much... at LAST... she say...."darling....i will follow you....!! hahaha


Good nite.... muacksss

Darling, sorry that i love you, sorry that i hurt you~

But i'm feeling sad now, cause i'm a bad girl that never think for my another part, he care eveything for me, but i just like nothing, don't care...i'm seriously so bad girl...if got a chance to let me turn back for yesterday, i will still choose to out, but i will back early... you did all good thing for me, but how was i respon, i was really a "sweet potato".... y i can't think mature way~!!! why was i so childish... darling was sleeping, i'm no brave and love dearly if i wake him up... he was hurt so bad and angry what i did to him~ i'm regret now, but is all too late for me, even if i say sorry to him, he will not listen to me, just say all is his fault~ i was so touch when i saw ur status, i wan to call you to say, sorry but is too bad that my phone is off, cause no battery... i know i cry is not should for now~ and i should be strong to know what you think to me atcually.... i know all now~ i know i promise to you that i won't late back, but seriously i'm misunderstand, cause i though you coming to join me that mean i can late back, but atcually you is want me back earlier, start from you ask me down from the car, it is the second time you ask me go down, so sad... i just try to call back you to fetch me back home, and i'm sorry~ but i think that you will not care me anymore cause you are gek sum so.... darling, can you forgive me again, can you give me a chance to hold your hand back... can you don't run away and leaf me alone with sadness.... i need you, i really need you, you care our future, but i seem like a games mayb you think... i know that sorry is not enuf~ but i will try my best and change my life as like you... i will show you within now a day~!! darling~ really sorry..... you say you think back your ex girl friends feeling, i'm so sad... i just wanna seem like nothing, but i can't, i care everything about you, although a speech.... what you say, was remind me now... if i gonne from you, i'm really a stupid girl in this worlds~ i just can keep say sorry... but anyway... YOU NEVER FORCE ME~ i reli wanna back when you say daddy will think i going out with you, but you choose to dwn pick me up.... i just can ask daddy to pick me up as fast as can~ just hope to can say sumthing to you. but is too late... you oledy fall to sleep~ darling, i need your respon...

I'm selfish....LOVE SELF......LOVE YOU....LOVE ME.....LOVE BOTH OF US~!! GIMME A CHANCE TO GET BACK OUR FUTURE LIFE~please~

Shenny diary life

Today wake earlier, 5.30 wake ady....darling call to jogging, but donnoe why today we two lazy bum bum,we just walk around the field for 2 round and 15 minute~ hahaha, funny... two lazy pig~ after rest for half hour we went to have breakfast, back home......then...."bath" wuuhuu...syok "bath" ^^, after that read along the news paper for few page then can't tahan ady, feel sleepy..went to sleep...zzzZZzz
Interest we sleep for 4 hour eh..so pro...can feel that how tired we are>.<" after we two was having lunch.... "mian xian" and " pun choi". Say till that, i'm first time ate "pun choi", i'm feeling yiuwww~ what is this dude = = but when ate is tasty also..... yummy yummy~
After 3++ i'm reach my home, asking my mum....why you ever cook the "pun choi" for us gerhx~ then mummy was feeling weird, why i suddenly know have this vege~ hahaha, but she told me that we have didn't cook for celebrate those festival gerhx~ fine, darling let me know more thing~ like like~

.........................................................................................................................................................................When back home, i clean up my room as well.... i saw a photo album, have alot of my photo, when i was a baby girl~ wuhuuu... really so ugly when i was baby girl~ hahaha, when i first sight saw this, my brain is flying out, i gonna share my photo with my lovely hubby~ gonna tell him my long long story, and i also want him share to me when his baby's photo~ blek...sharing to each other is a very sweet thing for me~ First time think that wanna share my photo when i'm baby girl with my another partner~ seem like you are so so so important for me~

haha~ fatty~

shenny with her's boy day

Date: 26.01.2011                     Time 11.53 p.m


Today went to Timesquare with her's hubby darling, the 1st time go to KL by train with her hubby. Funny, special, fresh~!!! I like it <3 
Watch 《homecoming》 a movie that from Singapore~ A funny movie, a bit touch, a story about chinese new year, a traditional family reunion dinner. Is important for every family~!! Chinese New Year is coming around to us, everyone is preparing their home new year thing, but home is quit silent for this chinese new year, cuz my daddy side are not going to celebrate for, just because my grandma was pass aways for last year, in our hokkien traditional, we gonna stop for celebrate every festival for 3 year...next year just can celebrate~ hopeless~!! wuuhuu... 
But we gonna back to grandmother house to celebrate their chinese new year, mummy side~ miss my cousin and  nephew all~ miss the moment when celebrate together~!! happy...hope next time, i can bring the happiness for my another part~!! cause i hope he was happy every time....will have chance to bring it to him~!! i hopeless too~!!


Darling was telling me something when he fetch me til home outside, he say:" when i send you reach home, i will start to worry you, isit you gonna hang out without telling me. Just can scould self too worry you, Did you feel that i'm forcing you." Yea, seriously my darling are so cute, he say he don't mind, but self jealous when i told him that i gonna hang out with someone, mouth say don't care, go ahead~ but heart think that gonna kill the guy~!! haha, just wanna let him know~ i'm seriously love him much, i oledy using all my energy to him, but too bad, he say he can't feel it, maybe is my problem, cause i really do know how to show him my love~!!! Everyone can't stop me to do anything that i want to do, include my parent...but dunoe why, you are the one can stop me, you are the one i never ever think that wanna hate you, scold you when you stop me... i'm weird~ i know.... i dunoe how much i love him, but i know......it oledy fall to deep.....you are the special one for me~ and you are the only one for me....
stop to ask me" did you feel that i force you?" Now i'm telling you the fantabulous answer~ if i really feel that i wanna out for those place or what else, i will asking you please~ realize let me go~ so darling~!! your worry, i get it~!!! trust me, belive me~ i love you~






The end..... 12.36 a.m
tomorrow gonna wake early to jogginng with my hubby~ <3 enjoy~!!!

Happy today

hem hem~ i'm so good today, stay at home for whole day...heehee~ today eyes so swollen~!! omgah.. pain for half day, shit~!!
Now feel abit sore throat, do know why.... Today i didn't meet with my boy eh, sob sob... miss him badly, but will meet up tomorrow, dunoe he gt read my blog later not~ he will getting angry so... i swear~!! hahaha, but hope him dun misunderstand, i just share what was happen for my feeling yesterday~!! tell you, today i'm nothing, forget all those sad thing... Just seem like apart of my life i need to pass it~!! happy happy pass my life with you eh~!! darling...

Sudden miss sushi much~!! seem like long time no eat jorhx, will have it one day... blek~!! And mocha also~!! omgah... AV is coming to meeeeee.... cause i keep feel hungry eh~ alamak... chinese new year coming soon eh, mm hou AV arhx...mm goi~!!!

<3 miss miss <3 i love you... muackssss~ Eddie Ng Eng Eng, my lovely boy...

someone was misunderstand i guess

I think someone is misunderstand for my blog that i wrote for last few day, but just i think...mayb they is not talking about my thing or what else. I'm going to explain at here, i'm not going to ask you guy or explain those thing about the I DON'T CARE~


I hope that someone don't "sit at the place with the number", i'm not saying you guy, and i just saying of what i'm thinking only! if really make you all misunderstand, i just can apologize to you all at here. But i think is useless for me. Recently, know that i make you all disappointed, unhappy, dislike and more than that, i just can say this is what to call coincident~
I'm not intentionally!!!
We have the distance in between of us. 
Jealous, is i make for myself.
The Last, in you all heart....."hate me, angry me, scolding me...." i accept
The End, you all think that i'm change, but atcually i'm same...just less hang out with you all.....




Speechless for everything happen in between of us!!!

Shenny was in happy mood today

Date: 20.01.2011                 Time: 01.43 a.m


19.01.2011, i FFK to my jimui ytd, they date me to timesquare, but i didn't have money to go then i choose to not attend~!! but look like they still happy without me...am i jealous? whatever, no one care~ just forget it~~!


Went out with my dear; Yoshiko, and sweetie; Rineii.. firstly we go to pasar malam. damn alot of people eh, sweetie say she been long time didn't walk rawang's pasar malam ady, last few month also at Setapak keep studying, have no time to go for. They wanna to eat "smelly taufu", i propose to stand far far, cause i dislike the smell >.< but when sit near the smell is ok, but also beh tahan~ we meet Chan Yin and Wei Hao at the "smelly taufu" area... Chan Yin was change a lot, sweetie ask him:" where is mine Bosco?" cause Chan Yin was change a lot, become uncle look ady @@, Wei Hao is became tall and tall...wuuu....think that last time he is same high with me, now stand beside him, me like standard 3 student >.< i have meet my auntie and my cousin sister, she just out from hospital, operation... rest at my auntie house easy for my auntie to take care about it. 
After that we have go to WTC cafe, the cafe was change like so darkly place, look so quite, and some weird feeling there~ 3 of us was chit chat like crazy lady, chat about ours boy friends, totally feel that we have 3 different style of boy friends. Dear have a "women" boy friend to care all her's thing. Sweetie have a so so “men+blur" boy friend, need to push straight away, dislike roundabout, cause he will dunoe what you want to let him know atcually. And me, i have a "a bit gangster, a bit men, a bit small men, a bit cute, a bit... and a bit...all plus together is 100% my lovely men..[crazy laughing]. Last time form 4 we have a date, to see after the date isit our boy friends is still the same, crazy... the conclusion is, we have been change... !! We are a bit weird and so so glad to meet to our other half, feel weird cause we was thinking about, how was we can together with? Is really funny, we can be with together! isit this call "serendipity", we have to cherish each other, in a world that we can meet is really a easy thing, but in a world we can be with together and without any suggestion, is really call "serendipity"~ 
And i know clearly, I LOVE YOU, I CHERISH YOU, I NEVER HURT YOU, and I WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU~!! This is what i know clearly what i did~!! I will never ever care about how does people look over me, say me care boyfriend more than friends, or those suck reason, don't say that to me, cause you haven't meet someone can make you cherish, so... don't try to talk such negative thing to me... I DON'T CARE~!!

                                                                     THE END~^^

Shenny have a new hair color for CNY~

Last few day have been like busy day i have...maybe~ cause quit long, i already forget it >.<"


Just from yesterday lolx~
 i have been to a saloon to bought a color for hair ;

Dark brown, but the color that i dye out is really can see is BROWN~
I when to Rineii's house to dye it..
1st, i help her dye 1st, after that is my turn to let her dye~ her's hair was in hold for 1 hour.. wow~ if not her's sister come back and told her that her;s hair color was change to "Yellow Gold" is really scary us~ Rineii fast run to bathroom to clean it up~ The color come out is inside yellow, upper is a bit gold, inside is the brown that we need, is a good highlight!!


And i was get syok then i just hold for 15 minute then i was went to wash it up.. wuuhuu~ my color is nice, is what we want, but maybe before this my hair was light brown, so this give me is really nothing >.< but still can accept~ ^^Y
Middle of this part, was happen something unhappy with my darling, but after that we was settle, be alrite then... <3 <3 sweet sweet love~ silly darling, really make me have many different memory, funny, sad, worry, angry...happy... romanc....and sososososos~ fall to him like crazy.. love him much~ and miss him badly~


My new hair color~

looooook like dark rite~!!! hmmm... need to custom it need more time~

shenny crazy with red wine

Date: 13.01.2011                        Time: 11.02 p.m


Today mummy was open the red wine for me... <3 crazy, i have 3 glassed just now~ now abit blur blur ady~!! but still feel awake...Donoe i was because sad or i'm too happy, why i drink so much @@...
I miss my darling badly...mayb dis is the main point~
I feel that i'm HOT now.... become red body girl~ haha, tomorrow class 1++ to 2++ tired lorhx~ 1 hour only, waste my money eh..aiks~ sien!! tomorrow till home, what can do eh? nite kye er date me yum cha.... Yumcha, just now 2 gang of friends date me out too, but i should be fair, den i choose to stay home, cause dwn both of them be unhappy within~ Bore lorhx, pity me~!! 

Shenny crazy in love

Diary for nothing~ =)

Today can say i really feel tired, normal day i less sleep nap, but today i sleep till 8++...wow, can see how tired that i for today wake early~ i wake also my dar massage wake me up, he come a suddenly sweet massage~ haha, immediate get sweet form him... like like~!!! he make me miss him more..
After that my friends was date to yum cha, but someone is change to other, she is under control by his boy~!! funny~ if she didn't go den i suspose to be the only one girl!!! i don't wan eh, den i change it to others day~ seriously i will face black to her's boy next time~!! beh tahan...atcually i also same v him, need to take promission v my dar, but he sure will let but not hang too late~^^Y this is not stop, just respect, to let each other know whereabout now~ "you 2" gonna learn clearly from the "respect" word lolx~
Yuuhuu.... tomorrow can meet with my dar, getting crazy two day didn't meet v him, miss him super dubber badly... god~!!!! love love love <3 Just now sleep too long, can't sleep tonite ady~ force my dar to accompany me~!! muahahaha

Shenny crazy with it~

10.01.2011        Time: 9.50 p.m




Dairy about " MY DAY, ON TODAY"


Wake early in the morning on today, my class was at time 12.15 p.m but i'm awake at time 8.15 a.m, why... my mum was wake me up crazy!! She is asking me follow her to bring my little brother to kindergarten, after fetch him go was going have breakfast together~
Train was pitch me up earlier to KL central today, immediate call to my babe; jenilee, owh~ she just going to the LRT station from her's house~ then no choice gonna wait at KL central for few minute, and have my second breakfast again~ One word to appearance my second breakfast "FAT", cause i have KFC >.<, ; mitch potato~~
On that time was also keep in touch with my dar as well~ if not really will so bore men~!!! He tol me many about my parent's thing~ mayb he is saying the true with me~ but why i can't accept it?? isit "he" really make me feel so disappointed and also annoying~!! i just feel like i wanna ignore it...dar, not i dowan listen what you say, but i was really toilsome to be what you tell me,what the problem~I make you disappointed~sorry I can't pretend like nothing to talk with him, even face to him i also ignore~!!! I was trying my best for the "sick off" to be in "like" and "accept it", but when just now i was back home~ I saw him there, ii naturally immediate run to my room and hide inside the room from 7++ to now the time.... 
I was asking my mum a abstrusity question:" mummy, why was my dad make me feel so disgusting~ what the problem?"
My mum:" Girl, this question you suspose to ask yourself as well, everything is in your mind... what can i answer for, your dad is loving you much, just can say he love the way is the wrong way to be concerned with~ He more protect you, you will feel more disgusting with him. I just can say, he is your dad forever for now a day, you using everything is his's work hard and get the money to make the requirement that you want! However he are preciseness, not like other's people's father have a freedom for them can hang to the time that they like, you should accept, cause your dad is start from scare you get hurt's mentality to control you...!! Now is mummy turn to ask you back
Mummy:" think about it, isit you really so hate your daddy, from you standard six say till now you hate your daddy, isit this is true, you hate your dad?? Think about it tonight~ 
................................................I have stop to saying anything for it.......................................................
This question is keep appear on thinking now.... but i'm confuse!!!! Who can really give me a good explanation~!!
Dar... i need you as well...!!! custom to be in your breast when i was in tired, i was lost my way~!!!! MISS YOU MUCH~ you are busying, i know... i'm waiting you....!!! <3
Finish this, i was feeling hungry.... Hungry BUM BUM~!!! GODSSS.... =S

Shenny is in moody

Sunday 09.01.2011             Time 11.22 p.m


Today diary about Parent~
Donoe isit me too focuz in myself or my parent are damn make me annoying~ 
 What the reason they tol me juz now~ we oledy 1 week more didn't meet with you~ morning go out then till night just come back~ you tot here is your hotel? My mum say my dad complain, say he didn't meet me for 1 week, wanna meet me also hard, my daughter like ppl's daughter now, wanna meet me like gonna make appointment as well~
And my comment is~ i stay at home also same what, hide inside the room, he can't see me also. say though stupid reason for what, i have nothing to say to him anymore, he is really a daddy damn preciseness in this world~ i have no comment to him~!!!
How to say?~ i stay home, nth to do, online inside the room and his comment is, i wan cut it off the line ady, keep hide inside the room, no heart to focus in mt study~ 
I hang out with my friends, and his comment is, always hang out till night just back home, you don't too over i tell you~ don't let me scold your friends together~!!
I sit at parlour watch tv, you damn no manners, straigh away turn to others channel that you wanna to watch it~!! 


i really can't handle it~ hang out can't!! watch tv can't~!!! hide inside the room can't~!!!! shxt you~ still many comment there~!!
Tomorrow last day to pass up the college fee~ you dowan sign it, wut the... how old are you orhx, still like children get in to the huff~!!! take this school thing to get off ur angry mood~!! How old are you~!! see you gonna get angry how many days, and the fee, 1 day add 1 ringgit... money from you, i don't care... really stupid fellow~!!! be clever larhx~!!! "DADDY" >.<

                                                   END

when shenny can'y fall to sleep

09-01-2010           midnite 2.13 a.m


REASON; Can't fall to sleep over the night~!!
Morning went out to have breakfast with my boy, is normal.. everyday have time will always have it together~ ^^, after evening 6++ was accompany him to his pub and chit chat at there. Have a good news, is i was getting more increase about the snooker skill.. but is also so "cha" eh~ darling was always say me noob >.<" After more few hours was sitting and playing at the pub, he trying to hit me 99, walao eh... he is terrible meh, so "han sum" but i'm not lose also... hit him back~ but at last i'm cry like child~ cause i'm in hurt meh... he really crazy bum bum~ but this is our temperament and interest~ Happy then ok lolx... ^^Y
After that we start to back from country home, when on the way, he is getting crazy inside the car, keep dance like nothing~ but i know he is trying to make me happy~ i was always laugh like crazy lady~ hahaha, with him really no any pressure... i love every moment with him.. he will make me laugh and also make me cry lolx~
Tot wanna go have mcdonald, but last change to WTC cafe, i have a moca blanded, and him was have heneiken~ yeap...beer lolx~ till half was meet his'friends, then join together, his friends was order one busket Tiger beer, seem like his friend is in bad mood~ he have alot of problem n pressure~ no one can help him i guess~ so scare my dar was drink like him, was worry them too~ cause he was have it at his own pub ady~ can't have it anymore~ 
Till half tot wanna take away chicken wing for my little two brother [kang kang & min min] but the fellow is damn LC and aso need wait so long, at last i cancel it~!! Before back home~ i was did a really will let his's friends misunderstand's thing~ i just simply wanna pull the cup to in abit, but unquarded fall out abit, his friend was misunderstand that i was in angry cause he keep ask him drink beer~ funny... although i was dislike, but i also won't did this gerhx~ leave a face to him marhx~!! but his's friends was already think that, aikss~ just let it be~ just be stinker lorhx~ muahahahaha....
Back till home, chit chat with my mum, she is make me cry again~ every time chit chat with mummy also will cry~ 
Ask me why recently like very no manners~ why like dislike talk with them... why infront of my dad also dowan call him, as a daughter like me is really no use~!! wtf... no use!!! what i suspost to talk to you guy? i talk to dad, but what his respon?? nth...just a black face to me~!! better then i dowan talk to him~ just hide self inside the room better~ tell him get scold, didn't tell him also get scold, so that i choose stay silent, don't say anything to him better, this is the good choice for each others... "hear no about" good for everyone too~ mum say i'm only 19, what can i do without my dad, yes! i'm only 19, i have no choice, i should stay with him, listen to him, whatever is without unreasonable... so that i be silent~ be a good girl that he wanted~!! isit~!!! i'm waiting my age growing... FREEDOM without parent is waiting me not far ago~!!!!




                                                     FINISH AT TIME 02.49 a.m
                                                     ~tHe EnD~

Shenny is cowardice girl~

Diary for 04 january 2011


Wednesday n Thurday no class, no need to attend to coll~  ii went to accom darling at his pub~ darling teach me how to play pool... firstly really feel hand abit pain pain... is because i dunoe how to handle the pool stick, but after more few round, i'm getting more improve... but also like shxt player..hahaha!! need to focus, know the area in gud thinking way... and i was in simply mood~!! gonna serious next time.. :P darling.. TEach me more yarhx^^Y




Diary for 05 january 2011


Darling wake me at 9++, early in the morning~ hang at his house for half day... dis is our life meh~!!! enjoy bum bum... :P last month always have lunch or dinner together, now have it at own house like abit can't custom eh, how come eh?? like less some thing... aiksss~!!!  he already become apart of my life.....miss so much when he not around me... officially missing him... muahaha
Night hang to pasar malam with friend, buy alot of food~ i keep focus on those yummy food... mummy is complain to me, she cook many, but i went to pasar malam...bad girl~ after that go yum cha v others friends~ they chit chat is damn funny... i keep laugh for them.... 
12.58 a.m  
massage to you...
when the reply is from maxis, n the reply is about...:
Your SMS didn't reach 0172xxxxx7 as the phone is switched off.....
what the try to call~ fly to mail box!!! damn worry~!!
i can swear my heart is because of this jump like gonna die~ all negative thing is fly around my brain~!! fxxx...
damn hate those negative thinking...shxt~!!! hope will not have nxt time... if not will get sick...god~!!!


PS: the thing has been past~ just let it past~!! i love my life now with all the moment with my lover~!! bless me, if you can~!!! 

shenny day on 03-01-2010

Hmm...finally today start to skull ady, abit can't custom.... back to my train life! Today class til 6++ but our lecture so good, she let us back earlier, 4++ oledy can back...but go till kl central also need to wait 20 minute more, train so late just arrive~

Tomorrow is 04-01-2010, so fast i pass my NS life for 1 years.... 

haha, miss the life when in camp with you guy, [ my jiumui ] 

we have been in NS for 2 month more... everything is been settle down, noneed we worry more~

happy or angry, sad or joyous we was done together~ is a very got memories to us....



Hmmm... Now the time is 09.23 p.m, i have never meet my darling for 16 hours more, how come can like that, i'm seriously miss him badly, but he is working, i can't complain what, cause this is what he suspost to do~!! And i have school also, can't meet at the night, we just keep in touch at contact~ will meet when darling was free and i was not school..hahaha....darling was trying best for his life to be so much the better, then he can no need to rely on anyone~ just pass with himself~!! great for him... ^^Y gayao~gayao... $_$

My exam result is expedite on 24 january... worry eh, my classmate keep say:" prepare money to retake." i do want to retake eh~ waste time, waste money~!!! hope my exam "shun shun ki" heeheehee.... 

when shenny is love dearly for his boy~

Shenny is in confuse for something happen recently~ 
Y don't a parent that they are totally not realize what was going on, then straight forward to scold n scold~ why don't they go realize what was happen and know more about their child~
Keep forward to scold just will make us more feel annoying, and that are not careless at all~!! Parent are always say, we scold you is just for your own good, why don't you all listen to our advise~!! EXCUSE ME~!! bullshit at all... this is not advise at all... scold!!! this is the way that parent treat us or what else advise for us??? i don't think so~ 
Let's say, parent ask us please don't join the friends gang anymore, just join that can help you in your future friends~!! Really nonsense~!! Good friends or bad friends are also friends, didn't have any separate for it~ this is just look over self can handle it or not~ don't keep say bad friends will harmful for us~ don't say us~ even if parent also have bad friends, isit you gonna far away from them?? isit parent done this too~


When a parent scold for their child, did they really think about it?? scold their child like a doggy?? hurt them like normal?? ask them live outside pass their life for themself?? isit this they really want?? 
I think they will say this jus because they know we didn't have the ability to pass ours life without them now, so they can scold like nothing special~!!

" gentlemen revenge, not late in 10 years"
for someone: 
she can't feel your love toward parent now~ never mine... show her your "power"... will support you always~!! add oil yarhx~!! although now get what treatment also need to endure.... just let it be!!! everything will be fine after you get your good result~!!!! don't give up... keep going, i can't help up what for you, but, seriously...i'm a good listener~ proud for you....ONE DAY~!!!!