5 hours more, advent 2011 year

31.12.2010   8.00 a.m


5 hours more is the end of this year... all of the moment of 2010 will be in mine memory~ 
Human are going to have fun tonite, clubbing, party, celebration, gogogo for countdown ~ All the town are in traffic jam mode, juz like what we say " people mountain people sea" all around the city or town~ Yeah~ make some noise people~!!!
Let's advent our new year cum to us... Happy new year !!! all the best for you my darling, all the best for me, family, n all my dearest friends too...01.01.2011 the new year to resume our amazing life~~~!!!!! GOOD LUCK..muackssss <3

almost end to 2010~

31.12.2010      01.34 a.m


today crystal date me go yumcha at WTC cafe... until 11++ ii bec til home, simni call to say they is around my home, let go yumcha at john.... yes, i going with them, ii should let you know, but ii really stupid fellow... say till like self so innocent, make someone getting angry... ii really do know how to give expression to another, what the problem to me~!! damn shxt !! ii do know what i suspost to explain~ i know he is in angry, what can i say? yes, nth~ he keep saying force me force me~!!! tmr is the end of this year, we gonna argue aso?? we must do that??? when u ask me to join v other that date me, dun waste the time at here~ omgah, damn hurt, damn sad~!! whatever~ mayb......

I have alot of my thing gonna share to you eh.... but now, i share v myself larhx!!! make someone angry, nothing to complain lorhx~!! self problem... i'm the stupid one when the end of this years~ surprise~!!!!  
Is time to sleep larhx, suddenly side head ache lolx~ make me so annoying~!!!hope zhou gong not going to celebrate NEW YEAR~ if not.... x yarhx tidur lorhx aku~!!! 

Boring at the evening 30.12.2010

Today sleep till afternoon just wake neh... like pig ^@^...wake up immediate send a morning massage for my honey dar... but he didn't reply worhx, but after that have call bec to me... he start to be in crazy busy life soon~ can i custom it??!! I not sure, ii busy my collage life, he is busy his work life, but obvious he wilkl be more tired...


We will been long time can't meet over...but i think that is ok for me, miss miss miss n also miss~~!! Like i will be more cherish our time..hahaha, can't help him what, just can be silently behind him...add oil my darling~!! <3


Wow~unconsciously almost end for 2010, let's welcome 2011 advent... what the wish can i have for my new year~!! healthy?? money??? husband?? [joke] good result?? Crazy of me, isit a gud time to think about this??? arhx huh~~~ sudden think that my phone gonna "retire", should i get a new one?? earn money to get myself better larhx~!! later my brother juz non-stop say my parent partiality... pity my parent...


Feel like i'm getting in sick~ keep sneezing~ caught~ getting cold swt~ i hope just apart of this time only!! I dowan get sick eh, damn  toilsome eh~!!! Gonna try to sleep early ady, start coll at 03.01.2011~ shxt, when holiday sleep til sun shine upon over my ass also haven't wake orhx...scare scare... whatever narhx, all this done at after i count down for new years just apply it..hahaha


Sad case at here is... OMGAH!!!! i;m getting FAT...>.<" gonna on diet ady lorhx!!! don't stop anyone... i dowan have a big stomach eh... so ugly when wear shirt, like pregnant weixxxxxx~!!! Sudden think that i long time didn't have beer or kind of wine~!!! One day ii gonna get it... muahahahahaha

my day on 29 Dec 2010 -> 30 dec 2010

On 29.12.2010 wednesday, we have ours primary school gathering on kepong. We celebrate at kepong v steamboat...wow, yummy.... but look like i'm stomach ache after that~ T.T... I have meet with my classmate~ dan long time didn't meet up together, yivone, kah hui, hui yin, kian nam...more n more, so excited is finally ii can meet my "lao gong zai" Estee Yee... cuz everytime we plan for gathering she can't join us, cuz mayb area are not match or wat... she are so amazing, have a white white skin.. pretty girl.. hope to see her again next time~ i have take photo with her~ here you go :

my lao gong zai when primary school.... glad to meet her thr~!! miss so...

This is all we are~!! abit disappointed cuz not all cuming to join dis gathering~ some working, some is studying~ hope next time will all join this... but we are enjoy the moment although are only a few classmate join this~ we chat about ours last last last when primary school thing~ so funny!!! is hard to forget~ but some classmate are totally oledy forget it.. but lucky some still remember, just help to remind them bec who are in memory lost~ haha...dunoe when just will join together again~ hope next time will meet up with that nvr join us before~

Back til rawang~ we are straigh away go to yum cha at WTC cafe, meet up v crystal wong, join us v simni chong, nigel chan...~ i saw my lovely darling at thr with his's friends~ my darling get car, he is freedom now~ nvr say he is a cacat bird which is lost it's leg~ haha, darling was have beer at thr~ but i didn't stop his as well~ cuz, he so hard just can join up his's friends... just let his have a great day v his's "pig dog friends" haha... although heart was abit worry..  just let it be~ my darling was mature men, he will know when he gonna stop for drinking beer~ [when my darling see dis, he wikl say "macam yes"] hahaha~darling fetch me bec at 1.19++reach home at 1.30++, cuz fetch his's friend bec to rawang jaya 1st~ opps....forget to inform here... my new years count down suspost to be v???? my friends are cancel it. cuz they have their own floor show~ i think that my new year party will not alone gerhx... isit isit isit...my dar... haha, darling gonna go interview at subang tmr~ all the best for him.. fight for his future as well~!! good luck for his~!! muacksss~

Aikseh, just now my classmate ah kang call me, he tol me that our class is reopen at 03 january 2011~ ehhh??? my class not suspost to be reopen in 25 february 2011 meh?? y sudden reopen so early gerhx~!!! aikss... still think can holiday till finish new year gerhx~!! cheh...just we blur blur~ gonna tell my jenilee chin babe aso... she is the 1 who so happy that the coll are reopen at 25 feb 2011~ will so disappointed after i let her know~!!

Now the time is 03.31 a.m  30.12.2010 [thursday] was can't meet up with 'chow gong" larhx wei.... nevermine, was going to sambung the "meaning" story book which is wrote by Dale Carnegie, the story about interpersonal relationship~ guess aso know ii won't buy this kind of book to read rite~ this is my dar ask me to read... for increase my knoweledge about relationship n how to make win ur friends heart, with influence another people whose are close to you~!! FOR MY OWN GOOD !! 

                                                                      >The End<

when shenny are LAME~

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wish you merry x'mas~ for my lover boy~

Happen on Shenny n her's boy day 2 ^^

Today 24.12.2010        Time: 12.34 a.m  

Today darling was awake me..sweet sweet message early in the morning... We had ours breakfast at WTC restaurant, because only there have a lot of choices, MAYB~ After that when on the way back home inside the car was have a emergency...[secret] hahahaha....


Today whole day "stick" together with my dar... but ii jealous lorhx~ he chat with a girl that i don't know who is she orhx~!! still chat so long.. heng~!!! i know when "you" see will say me small gas d larhx~!! go ahead, cuz im seriously jealous marhx, what to do.... BLEK~


Today feel like i have a own house with you, so sweet, so warm... so happy n i was enjoy the moment just now~
watch tv together, magazine, discuss everything, have dinner together...and more and more~~ love the way with you... hope that every day can stay with you.. hahaha, but i know im dreaming now, aikss~ just let me keep going, is really beh tahan... cuz i really want to have a own house, darling house are really so silent.. only the louder tv~~WEEE~ 


10.30+++, have supper at the mamak store~ discuss many future thing at there~ 
I get a very shoy thing, n so surprise~ my dar tol me something about him, otherwise ii saw him so strong, have his own idea~ but he is still strong~
I think a lot of thing after he accident~ many "if" in mine mind now a day~
If he didn't happen all this~
~~~IF IF IF IF IF~~~
mayb we will not cherish each other~
mayb i will still a small girl, like nothing~
i will not know, original i oledy love you much~
i will not know you for me are so important~
n mayb we have no time to know more about each other~
MORE...N MORE....
confusing~ isit dis happen is good or not good~ really confuse about it~




But i was enjoy all the time n the moment~ <3 ^^Y


                                                    =THE END=

shenny think so on date 22/12

Today is 22/12/2010 , time : 04:06 p.m Raining day~

Early in the morning go jogging with my darling, so funny rite~ but it is so happy eh... Darling home area many dogs, make me so scare it will bite my ass~hahaha. He has a idea for the jogging time, he say who stop 1st, who gonna treat both a pizza hut... hahaha, guess who will stop 1st~ ^^Y
Me: are you ok??
Darling: ok~
Me: keep going...
Darling: pizza hut very cheap only worhx, sai mm sai gham bo~??? -_- ??
Me: you really ok??
At last, you all know who the last winner ady lorhx~ hahaha, darling, i waiting you treat me eat pizza hut~


After jogging, darling had prepare breakfast for me.. <3 yummy hot dog spaghetti~ 1st time have a boy cook for me~ feel so sweet... but darling cooking skills are really not bad orhx~ totally better den me~ sob sob.... >.< gonna learn more with my home cooker~my mum... hahaha


After few hour, im getting tired n sleepy bum bum... ii fall to sleep~....... 
(-_-)zzzzZZZZzzzzzz



                                                             ~THE END~

Shenny mind

Oppsss~ today is midwinter.... i miss the tasty yummy sweet soup ball [ rice dumpling ], but juz can rememorable~ cuz in 3 years ii cant make sweet soup balls~ so sad... 

Sound like dis month is my very busy month, although im in holidaying now~ haha, cuz 24 if can i wan pass the day with my love, 25 have a family gathering at pj, damansara... x'mas family gather together must feel so warm.. but if [you] stay beside me, will feel more warm eh... but never mine, we have many years to pass together.. hahahaha~

My mum tol me just now, mayb we going to frencer hill when next sunday or dis sunday... aikss~ will have a bore day, cuz thr have nth to play, juz for deep rest~  n 29/12 gonna have a gathering for my all standard 6 classmate~ wow, how long that we doesn't meet... exspecially my husband~ "estee yee" every time gathering she will not attend, cuz no transport~ i guess... but hope dis time we really can meet...

And for my jimui... i apologize v eu guy, i know you guy are angry about i didn't join eu guy to have fun~ make eu guy disappointed so... really sorry, but hope you guy will respect my resolve... dis is wat i wan~ n i will did... hope you all have a happy day <3

And my SILLY darling~ who always try to think so much~ i love you eh.... soh g, happy midwinter day~ <3

Penang Trip photo~

lovely [sticky]

December 09, 10.18 p.m

This morning go 1u with my friend, Simni Chong & Jenilee Chin... 
Finally i get my "sticky"... sweet~!! <3...like like like~
MY dear simni chong say she wanna buy clothe, but at last is nt she buy, is me buy>.< apa sah ni, atcually i pun x tau eh~ we have sushi for our lunch, but jenilee chin babe breakfast..XD so expensive, RM 48++ but still ok narhx, we can cover it^^, After that jenilee chin babe say wanna go Tesco... [after that all secret], hahaha... but she are reali getting crazy about it, kept shout inside my car, aikseh... 




About Sticky ->

I bought a very cuttie box, inside have four packet of sticky; sweet... n 1 bottle of [i love you] sticky sweet... ofcuz the i love you is for my darling gerhx^^ other is for my family~!! im so fair rite~!! XD. Tomorrow will go to Penang, will share mt photo when i back^^

my day on 08-Dec 2010

Now the time is 02.25 a.m for 09 Dec 2010.

II have a great day for today, for me...haha cuz i have meet my darling today~ He told me that he so disappointed, cuz yesterday [ 07 Dec 2010 ] will go meet him, but i have forgetten, but also cnt say that i forgot. cuz i tot he is joking v me, den i juz seen it as joke... so regret, so hard just can meet my darling, but i juz seen it as JOKE~!! im the most stupid in RAWANG~!! Make my darling so disapointed, so sad, bad girl~!! but lucky darling forgive me, haha... then we have meet on today, darling getting so thin~! and im getting so fat~!! mei ye lei yao~ i aso wan operation jorhx, taking out all my fat oil`!! [joke].

He so Bad~! laugh me becum fat girl jorhx, hurt so bad~ but give me sumtime eh, i was trying keep fit lorhx~!! >.<... my godddd~... Just he keep say:" you are nt here, when he need love." atcually dis is a song [你不在], iis so suil to show out his mind~ so sad when i hear that~!! he aso say mayb he will have a lonely x'mas~ can i choose to stay around you when x'mas~!! i wan.. CAN I.... someone answer me..halorr~ 


I miss him much although that i have meet him just now~ Love him much lorhx... dunoe y~!! haha crazy in love <3 , tomorrow will go 1u to get my "sticky", will buy one for my darling^^ wan him feel my sweet too~ hahaha, gud nite fr everyone, gonna stop at here~



02.38 a.m [shenny is missing eddie ng]

=mature in my life=

Is December 05 today, is the last most of this year, many thing is happen for this year ; happy, sad, moody, angry..all is happen. But when last night i think many thing that was pass~ Is nothing for me to commemorable~ Except my PLKN life..others i really do know what have i done~!! Really so regret for it, i spend alot of money, and the money is nt getting from my own, it is get it from my daddy and mummy pocket~ Sudden think that i'm useless now, omg~!!

I think i'm awake now, i need to learn to get money from my own... Try to not getting crazy at the beautiful clothe and others~ Is crazy to finding work, haha...and also keep fit~ eat too much recently, feel that i'm getting fat n fat...have do some exersice^^ control my meal, control not spend alot money, and study hard... add oil add oil !!! My laopo, and babe..say dis sunday want join me to find a job together... hahaha, thy need money sososososo much~!! ofcause including me, i need money too~ will try to get more work~!! if can....

Today have examination, Genearl Language Trining, is ok... still can handle it... but abit regret is i have the tip, just because a "lazy" i never search the meaning for the story~!!! REGRET TERGER~!! hmm... Monday is Melaysian  Studies (Sejarah), n next sunday is Introduce to database... After that is my free time...no!!! is time to work <3 

x'mas is coming, jimui was date me for 24 dec/ 25 dec night, but but but~~~ i have a hope for that day, cuz 25 dec i have a family gathering at Damansara.. And my mum was asking me, did you going to hang out with your fren at that day, i hope you are nt, my dearest... I'm stuck at the middle, but ofcuz family is always biggers than all~ So, girl... you should knoe what my answer right~!! Don't angry yarhx...pls...

=my dReam=

I have a dream...
the sTorY about Us...


We didn't meet for 2 week more, no phone contact, no msg~
But lucky have msn and Facebook to let us keep contact...
Every time i waiting you Online... i wait you find me chit chat~
Every time when you find me, that mean you are feeling Better today...
So healthy, no more bad mood~
Know you moody just because you can't eat YUmmy food~!! haha
Darling, wait you fully Recover i accompany go have all you want to eat's food....I Do~




I miss you so much, my darling~
i miss your cuttie face...
i miss your moody face...
i miss you happy face...
i miss your angry face...
i miss your sound...
i miss your kiss...
i miss your hug....
i miss everything about you~




Don't bother what You Want To BE...

just hope that you will Know, 
my HEART are always yours...
will never Change...
ARE still the Same, Love YOU much~




I'm waiting you here every day,
waiting you Come to find me..
Give me a warm hug...
I need it so so much~




~IMPORTANT~
=I LOVE YOU MORE THEN I CAN SAY=
=LIFE IS CONTROL BY OUR HANDS=

米修 ♥ 米修

Sunday...was nothing to do, stay at home, sit...walk around the drawing room!! Miss my dearest but can't meet...have a very depress day >.<..my god!! 

  Now the time is 12.07 a.m, date 15/11/2010, i haven't sleep, serioulsy missing him badly, have msg each other just now, he tol me that he miss me so, juz wanna let you know, not oni you miss me, i aso missing you T^T, he tol me that he lost everything, now him just like a wood!! Darling, car,phone,money everything you can get back oneday!! but you have juz the only one!! i don't care about your car, ur phone, ur money...for me you are the most important!!

-MY TRUE WORDS-

Darling, everything will be fine, don't think much. Reli important is you recover, other i reli don't bother about it!! Whatever you say i couple v a wood or a useless men..i don't care, becuz dis is wat i wan, i need, i like, i love~ this is just the way i love you!!

Know you so miss me eh, will go meet you tmr after study yarhx^^ and plz don't ask me back yarhx, cuz i wanna accom you narhx...today din meet you make me like have something hvnt done~aiksss..you is my meal ady lorhx~ yummy yummy...♥

love dearly day

12-11-2010, our couple 2 month anniversary, we are only couple for 2 month but seem like we oledy couple 2 year n more... you have happen an unforeseen, but i will always beside you, God have give us a very big trial, i will accom you to pass all this trial!! This is the 1st time that happen in my life n i hope that will never ever happen again!! I reli hope that i can 24 hours accom beside you, but i can't, it is wat make myself so dissapointed !!! my day without you, is extreme depression. I must meet you that are healty today, i juz can feel not so worry about you, so that everyday after study i will rush to hospital to accom you. Everytime when i wanna back home, i will not be willing to part with you! everytime i hope that ur mum dun come so early, let me can accom you more awhile! I know yesterday u asr so dissapointed, tot can back home but sudden body become so weak, but darling...dun feel so depress, you will recover soon, gayao!! 

Remember wat you tell me last day:

eng: darling, if i din hv car, i cnt meet you everyday ady.

me: dar, dun bother that 1st, important is you can recover as fast you can!!

eng: darling, without you, nothing i wan...

  You know that time i was crying about dis, it was so touch..u ask me dun leave you, i tell you, i swear i wont leave you, wont hurt you!! cuz i love you much n much!! i will not forget our appoint... we promise to each other!! i love you so~!! wish you recover soon..muacksss ♥

my tear dropping down all also worth~

Yesterday was celebrate birthday with my dear Yoshiko,we are blowing her's birthday cake at outside of her house!! crazy of us....i hope that she are happy for that, that is my little intention....At here Wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY^^muackss~

Atcually yesterday is my bad day too...i have argue with my boy, i make him so dissapointed, feel so sorry to him!! Just wanna let you know, that you send me the 1st msg, after i read i reli so regret, regret that i din tell u early, i make you so moody, all my fault!!! Darling, sorry...i Love you!! hope  you will 4gv me....

just for my hubby ♥

i lie awake at nite...see thing in black and white,

i've only have you inside my mind!! you know you have make me blind...

i lie awake and pray, that you will look my way...

i have all thing logging in my heart, i knew it right from the start..

oh my...my pretty pretty boy i love you, like i never ever loved no one before you...

pretty pretty boy of mine...juz tell me u love me too~

oh my~pretty pretty boy i need you...

i'm lucky to know you....

i'm getting crazy when i miss u but i cnt meet you~ 

i'm the girl that miss u like a crazy girl...

i'm in love with you...

i'm feeling sweet with you...

i'm feeling warm when u beside me...

i'm really really really love u so so much... 

my darling,

i love you ♥...forever...can i??? can you??

Ist: Happy mood....2nd Bad mood....lastly...SWEET mood~♥

Yesterday went to timesquare v my jimui...yeap..sing k again!! All so high, sing till sound become so "MEN"...Atcually 1st, i was in a very happy mood...But, someone was spoil my mood seriously!!! Shxt...Watever, thx my jimui accompany me yesterday...i show my ungly face too eu guy....T^T...keep it as a secret yarhx, my cry face are really so ugly d~paiseh...

Recently, my house happen many unhappy thing...i do know my tear drop how many days ady... and now, i just know my eyes is super PAIN...I have half day din eat ady...Yesterday have breakfast n luch til now hvnt eat...now time is 3.30 p.m.wow~guess after tat what will happen to me...!!?!!?? Gastric!!.............I have no mood to eat...Today sleep til so late...2++  juz wake up...I juz kept myself inside the room...How was the whether today?? 

Hmmmm/~i miss my darling so much...~♥ i have no energy yesterday....but when i hear ur sound, arahaha... my energy was back^^...enjoy all the time when beside u...although we can meet's time is so less~ but..i also feel so sweet narhx~love u...muacksssssss

You ♥ ME

Taking one step at a time walking hand in hand with you,

1234 cheek to cheek,

and they're learning how to do the dance,

let this love be forevermore they say,

i wish for this to be true for you and me,

holding her close he leading the way,

out at the park enjoying the day when you beside me,

and you can tell they'll be okay .

feel the warmth when you hugging me...

they only summer breeze can bring,

sweet little notes of spring begin,

nothing to fear about it...

This is what about ♥You & Me♥

Have a happy trip~

wow~finally until my sweet home ady... I have a happy trip with my jimui.. Yesterday nite some1 was drunk, n juz leaf me, babe(jenilee), lao po(chelsea) n laima(elenna) hvnt drunk n aso still chating, playing n aso drinking beer...cheers, my dearest jimui...hahaha^^... have fun v them at this trip...will move to Genting next trip...n aso 4 my lao po, chelsea jiyan celebrate her birthday....