=mature in my life=

Is December 05 today, is the last most of this year, many thing is happen for this year ; happy, sad, moody, angry..all is happen. But when last night i think many thing that was pass~ Is nothing for me to commemorable~ Except my PLKN life..others i really do know what have i done~!! Really so regret for it, i spend alot of money, and the money is nt getting from my own, it is get it from my daddy and mummy pocket~ Sudden think that i'm useless now, omg~!!

I think i'm awake now, i need to learn to get money from my own... Try to not getting crazy at the beautiful clothe and others~ Is crazy to finding work, haha...and also keep fit~ eat too much recently, feel that i'm getting fat n fat...have do some exersice^^ control my meal, control not spend alot money, and study hard... add oil add oil !!! My laopo, and babe..say dis sunday want join me to find a job together... hahaha, thy need money sososososo much~!! ofcause including me, i need money too~ will try to get more work~!! if can....

Today have examination, Genearl Language Trining, is ok... still can handle it... but abit regret is i have the tip, just because a "lazy" i never search the meaning for the story~!!! REGRET TERGER~!! hmm... Monday is Melaysian  Studies (Sejarah), n next sunday is Introduce to database... After that is my free time...no!!! is time to work <3 

x'mas is coming, jimui was date me for 24 dec/ 25 dec night, but but but~~~ i have a hope for that day, cuz 25 dec i have a family gathering at Damansara.. And my mum was asking me, did you going to hang out with your fren at that day, i hope you are nt, my dearest... I'm stuck at the middle, but ofcuz family is always biggers than all~ So, girl... you should knoe what my answer right~!! Don't angry yarhx...pls...